it's near the end of the semester but i have no idea why i cant get out from my boredom not even i can enjoy myself. i try to be though, trying harder than before but it just like stuck in my head that so many goal i have to accomplish.. God damn it.. everything freak me out.. i wish i hv a single moment to giving myself a lil break but i know i cant do that, it make me weak to let myself taking a single rest..
hard to tell anyone that im tired of all this even harder than working on my daily presentation or solving an olympic level chemistry.. these days breaking me down without any mercy at all.. it started with my routine exam and i fall for stomachache for a week! come on!! a week!! my basbetball schedule killing my physic slowly while i'm struggling with my stomachache, exhausted is the best word for now.
give me more space and i will tell everything to you.. every single second of my days, u'll know it all. i hope i can share that single second with you.. but it just a hope since busy is our middle name.
i need a break and i need to let myself take a rest..
i'm a realist and i'm a doctor...
Monday, December 14, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
I cant found myself
heloo world..
sepertinya udah lama banget gue kaga nulis, menyalurkan hobi gue yang satu ini sejak gue masuk kuliah 2.5taon lalu.. banyak hal yang terjadi dalam 2.5taon yang ga sempet gue tulis entah sejak kapan pastinya gue brenti untuk nulis tapi satu hal yang pasti gue makin ga da waktu.
kuliah gue menyita banyak waktu bgt.. kalo dbandingin kualitas hidup gue sblom dan skrg pas udah kuliah gue bisa blg klo hidup gue sblom kuliah lebih berkualitas dan lebih banyak waktu yang bs gue manfaatin untuk hal laen kalo sekarang idup gue cm kuliah doank and it stressed me out. tapi dalam hal goal achievement, banyak hal yg cuma gue dapet pas kuliah.
i'm too goal oriented, that's what people said bout me.. sampe2 gue ga tau kapan harus brenti ngerjain sesuatu smp gue brasa puas sm hasil kerja gue and made my relations with other degraded too.. i must to fix this asap..
i really cant found myself when im working but i really enjoy every moment when im working and chasing my goals. maybe i can classified myself as a workaholic jerk.
i'm a realist and i'm a doctor.
sepertinya udah lama banget gue kaga nulis, menyalurkan hobi gue yang satu ini sejak gue masuk kuliah 2.5taon lalu.. banyak hal yang terjadi dalam 2.5taon yang ga sempet gue tulis entah sejak kapan pastinya gue brenti untuk nulis tapi satu hal yang pasti gue makin ga da waktu.
kuliah gue menyita banyak waktu bgt.. kalo dbandingin kualitas hidup gue sblom dan skrg pas udah kuliah gue bisa blg klo hidup gue sblom kuliah lebih berkualitas dan lebih banyak waktu yang bs gue manfaatin untuk hal laen kalo sekarang idup gue cm kuliah doank and it stressed me out. tapi dalam hal goal achievement, banyak hal yg cuma gue dapet pas kuliah.
i'm too goal oriented, that's what people said bout me.. sampe2 gue ga tau kapan harus brenti ngerjain sesuatu smp gue brasa puas sm hasil kerja gue and made my relations with other degraded too.. i must to fix this asap..
i really cant found myself when im working but i really enjoy every moment when im working and chasing my goals. maybe i can classified myself as a workaholic jerk.
i'm a realist and i'm a doctor.
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