If my life is a chemical bond i will name it saturated bond...

it's near the end of the semester but i have no idea why i cant get out from my boredom not even i can enjoy myself. i try to be though, trying harder than before but it just like stuck in my head that so many goal i have to accomplish.. God damn it.. everything freak me out.. i wish i hv a single moment to giving myself a lil break but i know i cant do that, it make me weak to let myself taking a single rest..

hard to tell anyone that im tired of all this even harder than working on my daily presentation or solving an olympic level chemistry.. these days breaking me down without any mercy at all.. it started with my routine exam and i fall for stomachache for a week! come on!! a week!! my basbetball schedule killing my physic slowly while i'm struggling with my stomachache, exhausted is the best word for now.

give me more space and i will tell everything to you.. every single second of my days, u'll know it all. i hope i can share that single second with you.. but it just a hope since busy is our middle name.

i need a break and i need to let myself take a rest..


i'm a realist and i'm a doctor...