Grew.... UP! UP! and AWAY

hey it's been a while, not a while actually... it's been a very long time since my last post... almost 4 years since the latest date of this blog's posts.

i'm telling you! I've grew up.. and grew up is sucks...

 i'm a doctor now, a real one. as you people know it, being a doctor such great job and being famous in seconds, you got it wrong people (yeah! you're wrong). it's not a dream came true, it's a living hell, i mean, constant burden and constant high, higher, highest expectations to help someone's life. i'm not saying this job sucks but this job makes you not even know who you are.

 That's not what i want to tell you in this post, right know i want to share my story on these four years, not all of em but the important one and the moment i remembered since i have a small brain and forgetful member of mankind. i've been through what people said as KOASS, quite a great story in 1 year and 8 months. being a fresh graduate medicine bachelor you should doing the intern part what we called KOASS. That kind of life happened in 2011-2012. the stories that will be crystallized in my brain as a aour and sweet moment.

 Right now, i've just finished my real internship. the real one with all the responsibilities as medical doctor, including be sue by the patient.. luckily i'm not being sued by them. i spent my last year in Batam, the sins city of Indonesia, where everything is legal or at least "legalized" within that area. the whole last year can be describe as pain in the as, but i got some new friends, real friends. even thou there's some backstabber friends (i don't know whether i said it right).

Maybe i need more space, but this time not because i feel like i'm get enough with what i deal with. this moment i want more spaces because i want to be more and more creative as in to do more with my job, my friends and my family since i left them quite in a long time since i KOASS.

 I hope, i can enter for medical doctor specialist in orthopaedic real soon. i pray for that. hope you pray for me.

 i'm a realist and i'm a doctor